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You are greater than your mistakes. You just need to be willing to learn from your mistakes and seek help if you need it.
Thinking back on the time when I was very active in my drug and alcohol use, I can remember many occasions when I would work 40 hours a week to get paid. I would cash my check and lie to myself, saying that I would only spend a small amount on getting high. A couple hours after cashing my 40 hr check, I would be broke and disappointed in myself. I would swear to myself that this was the last time I would do this and that I could stop using on my own. The next Friday I would lie to myself again only to be disappointed again in a couple hrs. I'm grateful to have gotten the chance to get into a treatment program and for being taken to church regularly as a child so that I could learn about a God that is greater than an addiction and that the lie that man says "Once an addict, always an addict" is just that. A lie
Tired, ready to get off one job at 6, go home take a power nap and be on another job by 10-10:30. Keeping busy for now but I'm glad it's the weekend so I can chill at home a couple days
